I'm tired of swimming.
I've never been good at it. I don't do it very often. Sure, I love the feeling of being in water, but when I try to move fast in it, it doesn't work out so well. I swim like an overweight basset hound. And it makes me tired. I guess I'm not in good shape in that area. I'm incapable of moving in the water.
So why do I keep trying?
In my life I keep trying to swim, and I don't get anywhere. And then I get to the point that I get so tired of swimming I just feel like giving up. And that's when I risk drowning. And the only reason I was swimming instead of walking in the first place was because of the fear of drowning itself.
I don't want to swim anymore.
I want to walk on the water.
I want to live with no doubts. If faith the size of a mustard seed can move mountains, then what can faith the size of a mountain do?
I've said it so many times before - - I really have no clue where I am going. But I know who is leading me. I know the reason I am able to walk on the water.
But I can't walk on the water and swim in it at the same time.
